Collapsing

Collapsing
The whole fucking world is falling down upon me
As they throw mine away
Acting as blind
As they think me to be
I feel the pressure build
And the weight increase
But the time is too late
And our chance is now lost
We have damned ourselves
Our fucking complacency
That has been bred into us

I'm torn apart
By two longings
I'm torn to shreds
At the shrieking of my soul
I long to be free of this agony
At which my hand was not mine